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Thursday, April 16, 2009

Hello,
today is an important day for me as it is the choir's SYF day & also the day where I'll be stepping down from my cca. To be honest, I do feel a little sad because I have been in this cca since sec 1 which seems so long now. I'm thankful for all the wonderful memories I had in this cca; choir camps, performances at the Jurong Bird Park & the Esplanade, the practices etc. I like the feeling when we sang the song/parts really well & ms Tan praising us for our good singing. But unfortunately, I don't think I really applied all the techniques that she has taught us because of my nervousness. I don't know why, but I managed to calm myself down & slow down my breathing when it was nearing our turn to perform. However, just at the moment when we were about to go up to the stage, my heartbeat increased suddenly. No matter how I tried to calm myself down, I just couldnt & I ended up quite short of breath when singing the first 2 songs because I couldnt breathe deeply. Seriously, there were a lot of people there, all the students from different schools were watching the choirs singing. What's worst was that RI was in front of us.. Of course they sang wonderfully, but with such a strong choir in front of us, it is to our disadvantage I think.. When we sang the 3rd song, (which is also the most dreaded song as we have to dance & sing), Mary & Gwenlin saw people laughing at us while Pauline heard laughter =S Well, it's expected because it's weird to see choirs dance, and our dance moves aren't that perfect. Some moves are kinda awkward too. But then, it's probably the last performance in my sec school & what's more is that I don't know any of the audience there. So I guess nobody will remember my face haha!
After the performance ended, we left for school. Changed out of the costume, lingered a bit, taking photos etc. It was kinda weird because one moment, I was at VCH, on the stage with so many people staring at us, & at the other moment, I'm back at school, with the performance over. Nearly forgot about my wallet at Mac but thanks to Gwenlin, who's so alert this time round =D Went home & took a short nap while waiting for the results.. Was really dreading that we'll get COP this time as I feel that we did not do so well.. But luckily, we got bronze again & Deborah was saying that quite a number of schools got COP.. Was aiming for silver though, but then I guess we're just not up to standard yet.. Still, congratulations to all the other choirs who achieved what they wanted =)
So that's about all for today.. Am kinda exhausted now.. I need to switch back to my study mode & focus on my olvls already.
*Will miss choir practices, ms Tan & the choir members
P.S. I found my Nike water bottle at the music room lol =D

7:34 PM
Yours truly.

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	Thursday, April 16, 2009 Hello, today is an important day for me as it is the choir's SYF day & also the day where I'll be stepping down from my cca. To be honest, I do feel a little sad because I have been in this cca since sec 1 which seems so long now. I'm thankful for all the wonderful memories I had in this cca; choir camps, performances at the Jurong Bird Park & the Esplanade, the practices etc. I like the feeling when we sang the song/parts really well & ms Tan praising us for our good singing. But unfortunately, I don't think I really applied all the techniques that she has taught us because of my nervousness. I don't know why, but I managed to calm myself down & slow down my breathing when it was nearing our turn to perform. However, just at the moment when we were about to go up to the stage, my heartbeat increased suddenly. No matter how I tried to calm myself down, I just couldnt & I ended up quite short of breath when singing the first 2 songs because I couldnt breathe deeply. Seriously, there were a lot of people there, all the students from different schools were watching the choirs singing. What's worst was that RI was in front of us.. Of course they sang wonderfully, but with such a strong choir in front of us, it is to our disadvantage I think.. When we sang the 3rd song, (which is also the most dreaded song as we have to dance & sing), Mary & Gwenlin saw people laughing at us while Pauline heard laughter =S Well, it's expected because it's weird to see choirs dance, and our dance moves aren't that perfect. Some moves are kinda awkward too. But then, it's probably the last performance in my sec school & what's more is that I don't know any of the audience there. So I guess nobody will remember my face haha! After the performance ended, we left for school. Changed out of the costume, lingered a bit, taking photos etc. It was kinda weird because one moment, I was at VCH, on the stage with so many people staring at us, & at the other moment, I'm back at school, with the performance over. Nearly forgot about my wallet at Mac but thanks to Gwenlin, who's so alert this time round =D Went home & took a short nap while waiting for the results.. Was really dreading that we'll get COP this time as I feel that we did not do so well.. But luckily, we got bronze again & Deborah was saying that quite a number of schools got COP.. Was aiming for silver though, but then I guess we're just not up to standard yet.. Still, congratulations to all the other choirs who achieved what they wanted =) So that's about all for today.. Am kinda exhausted now.. I need to switch back to my study mode & focus on my olvls already. *Will miss choir practices, ms Tan & the choir members P.S. I found my Nike water bottle at the music room lol =D 7:34 PM Yours truly.	Yours Truly Name: Diana Lee Age: 16 years old Date of Birth: Febuary18 1993 Horoscope Sign: Aquarius Wants ♥ Clothes ♥ Brilliant results for O'levels ♥ More $$$ ♥ Colour contacts ♥ Musical Box Comments Twitter Updates follow me on Twitter Links Aloysius ♥ Amanda ♥ Celeste ♥ Darren ♥ Doreen & Hui Ying ♥ DCK ♥ Eileen ♥ Eva ♥ Evangeline ♥ Fred ♥ Gwenlin ♥ Iman ♥ Jasmine ♥ Jesny ♥ Jia Hui ♥ Jian Sheng ♥ Joan ♥ Joanna ♥ Jolyn ♥ Joyce ♥ Kai Yan ♥ Kristel ♥ Li Li ♥ Marcus ♥ Mary ♥ Min Qi ♥ Pauline ♥ Pearlyn ♥ Phyllan ♥ Ron ♥ Samuel♥ Seraphina ♥ Sharifah ♥ Sherica ♥ Tian Jie ♥ Vanessa ♥ Yan Chiew ♥ Yew Yi ♥ Ying Qing ♥ Yu Qi ♥ Zhan Hong ♥ My friendster ♥ 1H'06 ♥ 2H'07 ♥ 4F'09 ♥ Cyndi Wang BoA Alan Kim Jeong Hoon Wu Chun Ayumi Hamasaki Koda kumi Otsuka Ai Namie Amuro Aiko Leah Dizon Hong Kong Photo Album Archives March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 November 2009 Music Music Playlist at MixPod.com Credits Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B

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