Love locked down
And I continue to write the love story..
Friday, May 18, 2007


Dont know why, just have a sudden urge to blog. I'm really at a loss now.
I feel very terrible now, I really dont know what I should do.
I'm so stupid, why didnt I pick up all those hints that you've given me all these times?
I really feel like the world's biggest fool. How can there be anyone as stupid as me?
To put it simply, I'm just a failure in everything. Everything that I do.
I feel very bad for bothering you. Maybe I'm really such a pest to you. Maybe I should just leave you in peace. Maybe I shouldnt have talk to you at all.
There's so many maybes that's going in my head now.
I just feel so numb now. Maybe I should really focus on my studies and quit thinking about anything else.
I just want to say that I'm suffering now too and I really apologise for all the inconvenience that I've caused.
I really dont know what I should do...
Just feel like crying my heart's out.

10:30 PM
Yours truly.