I feel betrayed by him. Never did I expect him to tell another person what I told him.
It was meant to be between the two of us, how could he tell a third party about it?
I trusted him as a friend but in the end...
I'm really very hurt and upset by what he did...
Please, why do I have to spend my holidays like that? Can't I just forget all those damn things?
I'm really trying hard to erase him off from my mind, why do you all people just have to ask about him all the time?
What is it that you wanna know???
I really had enough of all these!
I cant take it anymore...
Please, let me off, stop bothering me about this matter...
I cant take it anymore...
I'm really breaking down.
Just leave me alone will you?

Hello,
Yesterday went to watch "The story of the weeping camel". Met up with Lili, Jasmine and Pauline first at Northpoint to have lunch. While eating, saw Samuel and his friends there... -.-ll Such a coincidence man...
We shopped abit before going to the interchange to take 812. Should really thank god for not letting us board that bus before us. Cause we reached the interchange and just then, a 812 bus left. If we were to reach the interchange earlier, then we would have board that bus. The reason being was that, that bus broke down just one stop before the stop opposite my school. Haha. We were late for the movie screening as the bus that the school hired was late for about half an hour? The bus trip there was so damn unpleasant... Shortly after we had board it, we got a scolding from someone. My ears nearly went deaf. XP
The movie was still okay... Although we couldnt understand what the mongolians were speaking and there was not much subtitles. But then, I still learnt something from it, like for example the mongolians lifestyle, and more about camels etc haha.
However, I was kinda of freezing there cause the air con was too cold... Zzz...
After that, took the bus to Novena and dine at United Square's pasta mania. Ordered Mussels and Clams spaghetti haha. Then window shopped until about 7pm and we left for home.
Today went out with Pauline, Lee Sun, Joyce and Alicia to Ang Mo Kio hub. Cause gotta register for the tuition. Pauline was so forgetful... Came out to Northpoint and then when we were going to the photocopying shop there, she suddenly remembered that she had left her parent's ic at home... So no choice, she had to make her way back home to take it while I went to popular myself. Bought some decorative stuffs, a storybook and correction tape. Then this lady in front of me bought so much items man! The whole basket was filled to the brim!!! With all those tapes, files etc. Waited so long for my turn... T.T
After that met up with Pauline and Lee Sun before going to AMK Hub. On the way there, Joyce phoned and told us Miss See was having pepper lunch there too and we rushed over. Haha, we were very excited to see her XP This was my first time seeing her outside! Then we went inside and said "Hello" to her before placing our orders haha. We took our time eating cause we wanted to see whether who would go off first. Then Joyce was like saying that she would come over to sat goodbye to us if she go off first. Well, she was correct. Lols. She came over and chatted to us abit. After filling our stomachs, we made our way to the tuition center. Asked them lots of questions and had fun chatting with them too! Finally, I'm having tuition! It's gonna start on the second week of June. Looking forward to it =)
We then made our way down to the basement to have snow ice. Haha, the ice is really really special!!! This is my first time to taste something like that. Yummy! After eating, went to shopped for awhile and then we went to KBox. At first, didnt really intend to go in there cause the price was like $18+ per person! We didnt want it cause it was too expensive... Then this manager of what, she said okay, how about $17+ per person? We said no again and were turning to leave.. And then, the manager called us back and asked again. "How about $15+ per person?" We rejected them again and told them we would come another day so we left to take the lift. AND THEN, someone saw the manager calling us back again, and she was running to the lift? Haha, I didnt see.
So, we took the lift up again, and then went back to ask what was it. She told us, "how about $11.50 per person?" I was like huh? My first time seeing a person cut the price until like that... Like very desperate like that =X I was kinda moved by the offer and I feel so bad dragging the rest to the KBox session... Haha... Cause it's been such a long time since I've been to KBox. So was tempted by the offer. But still had fun, although it was FREEZING like hell in there -.-ll After that, we left for home. Haha. Went out for 2 whole days. Gonna really start work!!!
=)

Well,
today marks the end of term 2! June holidays is here!
Havent really plan on what to do for the whole of June holidays. Maybe intensive studying?
Gonna really start to buck up. No more time to idle around or fool around.
My nightmare really did come true after all. My ranking is like so ohmygod. And Miss See went to compare my ranking with last year's, which was like such a huge difference man. Well, this shows that competition among other classes are very fierce now and I've really slacked way too much.
Then I didnt expect Miss See to probe me about this... She asked me was it due to family problems? I said no. She continued asking, was it because of boyfriend problems? I was so shocked that she would ask me such questions... Ah... Of course my answer is no duh.
But then I am very touched that she's so concern anyway.
Just hope that I will really wake up now and perform better.

Hello,
I'm so in love with High School Musical's songs now, after watching the movie today, during Music Lesson. Haha, I find that all the songs are very catchy and meaningful. =)
Another thing, congratulations to the class's debating team!!! They have won the championships! =D Great job! Both teams performance were good. They did the class proud.
Stayed back after school to help our with the hamper. Although we were disqualify, but I still had some fun doing the hamper. Haha. We also had fun eating! Lols! Nice man.
After that, went to see my results and Miss See was like asking me what happened to my History blah blah. I think I need to buck up for all my subjects. All of them were really not satisfying results. Well, just lucky to escape the Meet-The-Parents session.
I really dread getting back my results slip and finding out my class and level position. Dont know how far behind I will dropped until.
That's about all! And I dont have to attend lessons tomorrow for the whole day cause we'll be helping Mr Ang! Wee!

Monkey!

Hello,
Well, firstly, I want to thank all those who showed me concern. I'm quite fine now... Not feeling so terrible now...
Maybe I think too much, I should be glad that I dont have to wait like a fool now. At least I have an answer now. I should just face the reality and stop deluding myself.
Today, was woken up by Alicia and we decided to go out for a walk in the afternoon.
So, after lunch, I met up with Pauline, Sheila and Alicia at the interchange and took the bus to Ang Mo Kio.
Went to the library and borrowed two books, then went on to This Fashion and bought a skirt.
There was some sort of activity going on there, at the open space outside This Fashion and Lee Hsien Long was going to be there. We didnt stay for it and went to Ang Mo Kio hub.
Accompanied Sheila to meet someone, after that we bought drinks and ice cream. Bought a file too and I was left with a pathetic ten cent. Haha, we also managed to find a tuition center although it's rather costly. But it's good though, so hopefully, I'll be able to go there for tuition. Havent discuss with my parents yet.
We left at about 4pm+ I think and took the mrt back to Northpoint.
Shopped abit and then Pauline and I were dragged to the arcade by Alicia where we met Shawn, Ricky and Nicholas there. Lols, such a coincidence!
Shawn was damn lame, kept on taking my water bottle from my bag and putting it somewhere else -.-ll
At around 5pm, I left cause I had to go out for dinner with my parents. We went to East Coast and dine in Jumbo restaurant.
And to end off, once again, I really thank those who cared for me. I dont know why I feel so down, too emo... I really dont know what to do without all of you! Trying to keep myself occupied to prevent myself from having anymore wild thoughts.

Dont know why, just have a sudden urge to blog. I'm really at a loss now.
I feel very terrible now, I really dont know what I should do.
I'm so stupid, why didnt I pick up all those hints that you've given me all these times?
I really feel like the world's biggest fool. How can there be anyone as stupid as me?
To put it simply, I'm just a failure in everything. Everything that I do.
I feel very bad for bothering you. Maybe I'm really such a pest to you. Maybe I should just leave you in peace. Maybe I shouldnt have talk to you at all.
There's so many maybes that's going in my head now.
I just feel so numb now. Maybe I should really focus on my studies and quit thinking about anything else.
I just want to say that I'm suffering now too and I really apologise for all the inconvenience that I've caused.
I really dont know what I should do...
Just feel like crying my heart's out.

Hello guys!
Today went to the Botanic Gardens at about 8pm+ after the briefing in the hall. The bus was kinda small as it couldnt accommodate the 44 of us. So some of my classmates had to get down to join another bus. Reached there at 9pm+ and started the trail. The class was broken up into 2 separate groups and my group was led by a female coordinator. She's so amiable and nice =)
We then proceeded to the different stations to do the questions. Along the way, we saw many many many adorable Japanese kids!!! Haha, so kawaii man. They had their Japanese name tags pinned on their uniform and some were singing Japanese songs as they passed us. We smiled and waved at them lols. They were playing there and also having a picnic.
There was a short break for us, and we joined the other half of the class and took class photos, together with Mr Ang and Mr Thong =D
We then wandered around, and started to feed the fish and tortoise. They took the halal bread that was given to them by the school and started to throw in bits by bits.
Haha, it was fun watching the tortoises fighting for the bread and climbing up onto the platform to get the bread. We cheered for them too. LOL! Soon after, the pond was sorta flooded with bread =X
After that, at about 11pm+, we stopped our trail cause we were sorta tired and did not want to continue on anymore. So we waited outside at the some sort of souvenir shop or whatever and our coordinator taught us to play the "Who, What, Huh" game. Hers was abit complicated so we simplify game abit and was having lots of fun. We then changed the "Who, What, Huh" to "AHEM"
and laughed like mad. The coordinator played with us too! It's really damn funny and entertaining...
The time for the trail ended and we joined the next half of the class and boarded the bus back to school.
Our class shared a $20 voucher and then we were dismissed.
That's about all for today!

Hello guys!
My blogger is finally okay! I can change the font type and colour! Haha.
And I've also found a new blogskin!!! Haha. Have been using the old skin for quite some time and was getting sick of it XP
Erm, got back almost all my crappy results these few days except for Chinese and Art. That's all I think...
All the papers are so damn disappointing... Hopeless...
This is the first time I get such crappy results man... All were just a pass and nothing more.
Pathetic man... Wonder how my results slip will be like when I get it back next week.
All the Cs and Bs... Zzz...
Then I'll surely be one of the pupils that need to go for the Meet-The-Parent session... I'm doom for sure!!!
I just lost all hopes in all my subjects. Sigh. But since the results are already out, I cannot do anything about it too... So must learn to look at things at a different aspect... Maybe this should really be a wake up call for me =X
Dont wish or want to even look at the rankings man... I'll surely be at the back...
Hmm, school's nothing special... Everyday seems boring haha.
Tomorrow I'm going to the Botanic Garden! For the first time!
Haha, hope that it'll be fun!
That's all for today!

Hello guys!
Today marks the end of the mid year for me!!! Haha.
But then now I'll have to be consistantly worried for my results... Keeping my fingers' cross =X
Today after our art exam, the class sorta went crazy... Started to scream and shout.. Haha. Jasmine, Joyce, Eileen, Lee Sun, Pauline and I then walked to Khatib mrt station to train to woodlands. On the way there, Joyce and Eileen were damn funny.. Kept on talking about things and made us laughed so much. Accompanied Joyce to take the blood test but only 1 person was allowed to go in with her so Jasmine went in while the rest of us waited outside. After that, all of us were hungry so we went to foodcourt for lunch. Chatted and laughed like hell there.
Shopped abit and then it was about time for the movie to start. So Jasmine, Alicia and I went up to cathay while the rest left.
Well, spiderman3 is quite nice, haha. Definitely filled with thrill and was action-packed. Some parts are funny too. On the whole, it's worth watching.
After the movie ended at about 3pm+, we went to the toilet..
As we were approaching the toilet, there was a cleaner mopping the floor, we walked past him, and Alicia suddenly slipped and nearly fall, if not for me! Haha, just joking. It was really very sudden and funny. I was shock cause I was walking at her back. Her shoes were really damn slippery.. Haha, shouldnt elaborate further =X
We then proceeded to the pasar malam, hoping to walk over and take a good look at the funfair there.. But, we ended up buying food and walking to the other end to find a suitable place for Alicia and Jasmine to have their shark fins soup. Lols.
After eating, took the train back to Yishun and went to Northpoint to buy something before heading back to home!
And Alicia was damn pro man, she was like nagging from the start that she'll do very badly for her art etc until the time we went back! Can you imagine it? Haha. It sorta of make me worry for my results too. My poor ears suffered the whole day too! XP
And that's about all for today =) Had fun, hehe.

Hello!
1 more paper to go!! And that's art!
Havent prepared anything or thought of anything yet..
Science paper to me was erm, not that easy.. Cause my science is not that good.. I think I'm fare badly.. =S
But maybe I deserve it since I didnt put in much hardwork or a lot of revision for it..
As for the other papers, I dont have much confidence that I'll do well too.. I'm afraid of being disappointed if I have too much confidence on that particular paper.
Went home today with Eileen and played audition the whole day!
Feel so good!! Haha! Trying very hard to earn dens!! But so far I've got only 57k den. But it's still too little to buy any nice clothings or change my hairstyle.
Gonna get my class-tee on monday! Haha!
Hmm, that's all for this week. =)

Hello,
Went out with Inez, Sheila, Pauline and Joyce today cause Inez had offered to tutor us maths. Met up with Pauline and Sheila first and we went to Bishan Junction 8 where Pauline bought her Zinc Sling bag and both of us each bought a new pencil case at Thirty Degrees. After that, went to the basement to eat as we were hungry.
Inez came shortly to join us and then we went to meet Joyce. Went to Coffee Bean to study. I ordered a erm, pure chocolate drink? $4.10.. Kids' size somemore.. Cause I had no money to order a regular or large size one. Lols. It's really very "kids' size" -.-ll So small and expensive. Haha.
Stayed there for about 2hrs++. Chatted and did revision too.
Nearing about 3pm, we left Coffee Bean and went to the food court as Joyce was hungry. Headed to Woodlands cause Pauline wanted to take the ferries wheel ride..
Reached there and we went to the Pasar Malam there and bought something to eat too..
We then went to Causeway to shop where I finally bought Cyndi's latest album as the ferries wheel was not operating yet. Haha, so happy! I dont have to wait for it anymore..
At around 5pm+, we went to check whether it had started operating or not and we found that it will only start to operate at 6pm.. So, we decided to come after exams to enjoy ourselves. Haha. Took 969 with Joyce and went back to Northpoint...
Took neoprints with Sheila and Pauline and went home. That is what happened today.
*PS. Thanks Inez for taking the day out with us to teach us maths! =)
( And I've finished reading the Chinese Cinderella! Hehe, nice story! Thanks Eileen for lending me the book! )
Gonna start on my revision again!
See ya!

Hi,
Well, today can be said as one of the most unlucky day?
I didnt do that well for my History paper I guess... I was rather short of time to finish the paper.. Sorta of rushing through section C's question 28. Cause I spent most of my own sweet time doing section B.. Sigh. My hand was aching like hell man!!!
And my pen's ink was like half gone? -.-ll So had to buy another pen again..
After the paper, Sheila, Madeline, Joyce, Jasmine, Alicia, Pauline and I stayed back for maths tuition from Mr Ang.
And that's when the stupid incident happened..
We walked to Khatib to grab a bite at Mac.. Then erm, Pauline's bag was stolen in the Mac. I'm really sorry for not paying attention to your bag.. How was I to know that such things were to happen.. I should have been more alert and look out for any suspicious looking person.. Sorry to cause you to lost your bag..
Why must I only to notice when your bag's missing just before you all came back..
To think that the bag's just so near me and I went to read a book..
Anyway, I've learnt my lesson after this incident. And I've disgraced myself in school too..
Well, about what I want to say today..
Just hope that I'd do better for the rest of the examinations..
And curse that thief who stole Pauline's bag!!! Hope that he will have get his desserts soon! Damn him! Hope that he will suffer terribly for his actions!
To think that my 100th post is such a dampening and upsetting post.. Sigh!! Finally hit 100th post le.. =S